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Sunday, March 6, 2011Title: 미워도 좋아 Here's a korean song, called, Hate and Love you. Here's the lyrics. Are you really going to be like that? Are you really leaving? There was no indication of this. Why are you suddenly doing this? Tell me it's not true Tell me that you were lying Smile and talk like you used to. Just do that for me. How could you do this to me? I'm trying not to let you go. Now I see you're pushing me away, we might really be breaking up. I hate people like you. I don't want someone like you. Someone who left me crying. Even if I hate you, I like you Even if I don't want you, I do. Because no matter what I do, I'll love you. I'll do whatever you order me to. I won't be angry or complain. Say you'll stay with me, That's all I need to be happy. I hate people like you. I don't want someone like you. Someone who left me crying. Even if I hate you, I like you Even if I don't want you, I do. Because no matter what I do, I'll love... A girl like me... can't let go of love easily. Even though you left me so coldly. I still will not forget, I still will want to wait. Regardless of what anyone says, you're my man... and I'm your girl. Of cos I am not in such an extreme situation with complicated love, but feelings are, after all, not straightforward. You know why people who really care about each other can have very dsyfunctional relationships? Bcos feelings are complicated. When you like someone, whatever they do, becomes magnified. And whatever happens, it tends to become very personal to you emotionally. And really, liking is actually very linked to hating too haha... U like who u like for some reasons, and knowing what u know about them, it makes u happy that they are in your life. Yet maybe its bcos of expectations, of them as people and of how you hope things turn out, that sometimes u feel really lousy too, when things don't go your way. He or she is special to you bcos of who he or she is, but sometimes you feel hurt cos of them, and you really wish, that things will get an answer; you ask yourself why, and you wish you could ask him or her, to just tell you. Yet at other times, you just look longingly into their photos and smile to yourself, and u realize he or she is just so cute, and then everything is forgiven... until you start thinking again. But it should eventually work out, as u will tell yourself.. and bcos that's how it is isn't it? If you like someone, you will come up with excuses for them, and you will talk yourself into believing things are positive. Bcos that's how special they are. You could wish that things would be so much simpler if they weren't in your life, yet you also know, that you wouldn't want it any other way. Your life has some sadness, anxiety, worry, anger, frustration, grief, but it also has someone special that gives u hope that something more could be. Someone that makes u look forward to seeing them again. Guess that's what liking people is about. |